Disappointed

Closest friend !? I guess we have different definition of closest friend . I
never forget who be there for me when I cried , when I down , when I need
help , when I need listener , when I need people cheer me up . But I also
never forget that who is the one who said those thing bout me and think
of me that way too . Is that the way a closest friend should think ? I
thought my closest friend will understand me the most and most of them
really did understand me but why not her ? Just because I disagreed ?

我不是什么都不知道，我不想说出来是应为我想让她自己来跟我们说。
我们一等再等，但是她什么都没有说。我们以为她已经醒来了，会想对
和错每一件事情。可是她没有！为什么你要说谎！？而你，我不是一个
见钱眼开的人。他有钱是他的事，以我无关。他是我的朋友而已。我被
伤害了一次，我知道是什么感受。他比你来的还要伤心和痛苦。我该说的
我也说了，你听不听你喜欢。谢谢你也那样看我！

I was once made a wrong decision and ruined my own life . I learned lots from my
previous mistake . I did regret of the decision that I took last time and what I can
I do now even thou I regret of that . I was like watching the same history repeating.
I don't why should I care much about this case . Life ain't easy to go on at this
moment , too much rumors , too much fake person , too much pressure , too much
stress and too much unwanted things happen .


p/s : Please forgive me if there is any mistake for the chinese words ((:

Ky