BIG SIGH !

Early in the morning send someone I sayang the most go bus station .
What I can do is look at his back and wondering when is the next time
he will back . Half year ? 1 year ? I really don't know . Tears dropped
when reached home and lying on the bed . I always said that I used to
the situation without him with me but actually I'm not ):
One week time being with him really made me so happy and I really
appreciated it . I just wish to spend more time to be with him . He
fetched me to school every morning even thou he's tired and sleepy .
He bought breakfast for me because he knew that I always skip my
meal . He fetch me after school . He bought a new purse for me after
my purse got stolen . He cooked delicious food for us . Even just one
week , he did so many thing for me and family .

I didn't show it out doesn't mean I already let go of everything but I've
to choose to keep everything deep inside my heart . I tried so hard to
control myself and let go of everything between us on 21/2 but I just
failed . I forced to act strong in front of everyone by saying "I'm Okay".
I didn't care of your feeling , then did you care bout mine ? Seeing
someone I love the most together with another girl . Nothing could be
more hurt than that . I never say that you're a burden to me . I just
can support and respect every decision you made .

Is not her fault to fall for him , and she doesn't deserve to be treat
like that . She is so hell innocent . Everyone have their own limit , I
guess you're just over the limit , bitch ! I just wish to know she's
study happily at there . If you want to continue to being so fake ,
keep hurting her , sorry to said that , your boy will find it out too
one day . Stop everything before it's too late .

Tomorrow is first day of exam and I'm here to update my blog . I
didn't think of sit for exam even if I go I will just sleep inside class.
I so not prepare for it . So yeah , Gagal Dengan Cemerlang once again.
I failed in exam doesn't mean that I'm stupid . Good Luck to everyone
who sit for exam . All the best for you all (:

To made myself never skip any class , I bet with my classmate . I
asked for help from them and they willing to help me too . Thanks
a lots for that . I guess I gonna be so busy for something important
and to maintain something . Huh ! Can I did it ?

Is still there .