Character vs Behavior

Have a kind of weird feeling recently either love, jealous, pain, unhappy, or actually feeling nothing at all. Different people give me different kind of opinion while all I could do is listen to all of them. Some people told me the different character and behavior. Character is something build inside you while you busy growing up and only people around could notice your real character while behavior is something people do to attract someone else attention and it just appear for a certain time. And what is my character? They told me I love people around me more than I love myself, I'm selfless, always suffer alone and that's why I become tough until some people think it's okay to hurt me. I categories character as inner of person, the truth self of a person and the soul of a person. And so to my next boyfriend or Mr. Right, please do love me with your character not with your behavior. I don't need you to show the world how much you love me, how much you do care about me. All I need is you to be yourself. 

你能明白只要一想起某个人新就会痛的那种感觉吗？

by,

KY

星语心愿

我要控制我自己 不會讓誰看見我哭泣

裝作漠不關心你 不願想起你

怪自己沒勇氣

心痛得無法呼吸 找不到你留下的痕跡

眼睜睜的看著你 卻無能為力

任你消失在世界的盡頭

找不到堅強的理由 再也感覺不到你的溫柔

告訴我星空在那頭 那裡是否有盡頭

心痛得無法呼吸 找不到昨天留下的痕跡

眼睜睜的看著你 卻無能為力

任你消失在世界的盡頭

找不到堅強的理由 再也感覺不到你的溫柔

告訴我星空在那頭 那裡是否有盡頭

就向流星許個心願 讓你知道我愛你

Don't cry, your tiara will fall down.

by,

ky

Catch Up

What to do when holiday begin? Of course is time to date a old friends for bonding time. I have a few group of friends in Ipoh. Once I back in Ipoh, I will try my best to meet all of them before I leaving to another place again. This time is consider small gathering because most of them still at KL, Kampar and UK. Looking forward July for more gathering and trip. 

I'm not perfect. I'll annoy you, make you mad but put all that aside...You'll never find someone who cares and loves you more than me.

by,

ky

Back to Break

[19 06 2014]

My holiday had begin for more than a week. Oh yah, I'm back in Ipoh :) the place where I belong, the place where I familiar, the place foods of heaven. Thb, I never sit a flight back to hometown with so many friends it's like "Hey, you're taking this flight too". 

Once touch down brother (Ian) was there waited for me. I feeling so happy because all these time once I reach confirm Ian and Irene will be there to fetch me. Guess what crazy thing I've done once touch down. I went to the Europe Fun Park and I ter-hurt my neck.

[20 06 2014]

The next day Miko's sister boyf fetch us back to Ipoh, I actually car pooling. We had a non stop conversation from KL to Ipoh. (What girls did when reunite)

[24 06 2014]

Went for one day Genting trip. Everyone go Genting for gambling yet I went for tea session. Actually I just join for fun cause I don't wish stay at home alone. 

Live simply. Love generously. Speak truthfully. Laugh a lot. Leave everything else to God.

by,

Ky

D9 - 2 Days Activities

Yesterday night had my second advance birthday celebration with my friends at Papaya Beach Lodge where a place nice to chill. Didn't know that we could have so much fun, laugh so hard and took so many silly pictures. This time let pictures to talk :)

 With le seniors

 My girls

 The 716 babies 

 HE21 peeps!

 The touching part when I saw the lil tiger there. 

Thank you so much! 

Let's back to what happened today. Today I had an outing with three of seniors for the very first time four of us went out together perhaps the last time before they graduate. They granted my wish to try the new cafe in Labuan. 

 Seafood Fried Rice

 

Baked Cheese Rice

 Choco Banana Waffles

 Classic Waffle

 The Ladies 

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• Address : 
• Lot K, Ground Floor, Victoria Point, Jalan OKK Awang Besar (beside Wisma Oceanic)
• 87007 Labuan

Business Hour: 

Monday to Saturday 10am to 11pm

Close on Sunday

Dig deep within your soul to recover the person you once were before you became the person someone else wanted.

by,

KY

D6 - Understand

A girlfriend suddenly come into my house, telling me "come got a song suitable for you", then she grab my phone and wanted to download the song for me. Unfortunately, couldn't find it. I know she want to motivate me with the song and want me to be strong. Thank you so much, I got it!

  

All she told me is understand the lyric. 

So, here's the lyric :)

吞下 说不出的苦 和你僵持在 这条 挤满人的路

就连难过也要有个尺度 不能太突出 让人看清楚

要走 别给我烂借口 你并没有占据 全部的生活 你不懂

我可以找好朋友 他们 全都不像你那么混球 看不见我 

我不需要 你 挡着我的路像给我自由

我不需要 你 别过头又悄悄回来看我

我不需要 你 有那么点可怜我

虽然很脆弱 我也要带着眼泪去碰石头

我只需要 有 一个目标让我好好奋斗

我只需要 有 一个理由让我懂得放手

我只需要 有 一个怎样的结果

那我才能够 不犹豫的往前走

新的冒险 一样执着 （新的自己 好好地过）

我会 删除你的所有 不再和你联络 记得那些错 别再错

爱的范畴太辽阔 我们 还有些青春可以挥霍 不要怕痛 

Just because you can't find a way. doesn't means there's no way. Sometimes it's just you who hold a wrong map. 

by,

KY

D4 - Counting Down

Finally final exam is begin which means is time for me to counting down the day back to hometown. I don't usually countdown the day I back to hometown however this time I wish I could leave this island as soon as possible. Let make everything clear this is my own problem and not related to anyone. I know I don't have the ability to do anything anymore cause I found out what I did was a mistake and put stress on other person. I really felt so guilty about it. All these while mistakes that I've done just uncountable even myself felt myself so scary. No worries, I won't do anything anymore.

About the final exam, no comment on the first paper I sat this afternoon. Good or bad, when result release we will know. 

No matter what happen, I will choose to close one eye and smile. 

I guess I just have to accept the fact that someday if we're meant to be together or to be friends again then it will happen. 

by,

KY